I Don't Wanna Grow Up (and I'm Not a Toys R Us Kid:))

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Along the way in this journey I've learned to look for life lessons in the things that I used to call "problems".

The relationships that weren't working.

The drama that went with those relationships that weren't working.

The me that wasn't working. :)

The life that just in general

SUCKED

many many days.

And along the way some of those life lessons have been sort of difficult as I navigated the waters from seeing myself as a perpetual victim to survivor and finally the path where I decided surviving

was no longer

enough.

One of those lessons?

The one where I realized that as an adult....

my life

was my responsibility.

And that if I didn't like it?

Well...

It was my responsibility to do something about it.

It was up to me to make it be...

(ha! poet and didn't know it!)

Humphh..

See - the "grown up" me says...

you can't be silly like that.

The kid in me starts shaking in my boots.

The trick?

Was to find balance...

That place where I knew beyond knowing that I was ok 

just as I am

and

that it was perfectly ok

to get silly wit it

once in awhile:) 

and even drop by Toys R Us, go sledding, skating...

walk in the grass

stare at the moon

and just be

and

be

ok. 

Forever me, forever you - always perfect:)

Rock it this week, K?

Susan


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