Showing posts with label state of mind. Show all posts
Showing posts with label state of mind. Show all posts

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Neuronal Gossip and Biological Mud


A quote from BeyondMeds; "A twist on negative thoughts..."

The neuronal gossip that keeps you from seeing your mind in its fullness doesn’t really change the fundamental nature of your mind. Thoughts like “I’m ugly,” “I’m stupid,” or “I’m boring” are nothing more than a kind of biological mud, temporarily obscuring the brilliant qualities of Buddha nature, or natural mind. –Yongey Mingyur Rinpoche, from The Joy of Living

Love the term “neuronal gossip!!”


Think about it...


How much truth is there really in gossip?


A bit?


A smidgeon?


Does gossip ever do anyone any good?


Or is is more harmful than anything?


A time waster?


A way to avoid facing my own fears, pain and inadequacies?


Those negatives thoughts that run in the background...


The "subtitles" to the movies that I would play in my head...


Over


and over


and over.


Are not doing me any good.


In fact, those are the lies of the past. The beginning of the end. That place where I feel stuck and powerless to change my life.


When I started paying attention to that gossip...


I was able to turn it off


and begin to believe


that I


could


heal.


Monday, July 6, 2009

I can dance!

Over at Healmyptsd, LLC Michele Rosenthal shares her story about how dancing helped to free her from her PTSD symtpoms....and creating that "new me" through movement and joy...

While I havent gone out to a dance studio, I have found the same freedom in movement in my own living room, it isnt anything fancy - I dont get dressed up and in fact kind of just start moving with the music on the radio. Pretty soon I find that I'm dancing at the dishwasher (while my pup Brindle stares in me in doggy wide eyed wonder like "mom???)

As I free myself to follow the beat of the music, I become a famous singer as I sing along to Beyonce and "halo"....or Rod Stewart....R kelly and his song "I can fly"....and in my mind I am standing at that place where the mountains wrap their expansive arms around me in safety and the sound of the ocean waves licking the edges of the beach I stand on....before I know it as I slowly begin to sway, or feel the beat and my body spins around my living room - I begin to feel free of all that that has imprisoned me for years.....

The body and mind are amazing and dont seem capable of holding the pain of the past AND the joy of movement at the same time (lucky me!) If I'm noticing that the horror movie is playing again in my head and the "fog" is starting to roll in - I can change my mood - my "state of mind" by turning on some tunes and just letting go....before long, my attitude is better, my outlook is better .... and....I might be acting silly and having fun! Listen up to this guy and his dilema........;) Susan


"Running is to dogs what dancing is to people. It is their way to get into the rhythm of the universe." ~Stanley Coren~